The Universe Sure Showed Me

Well, the universe sure showed me. I was, apparently, getting a little too sure of myself. A kick seemed to be in order. A kick while I was down because I dared to think I might soon be able to get up. And not even to my feet mind you, just to my knees.

Waitlisted.

At SGU. And the waitlist just started yesterday. Talk about your terrible timing. So, if I had my application turned in a week earlier then I'd be dancing around happily right now? Is that what you're trying to tell me universe?

I cannot tell you just how bad I want to be in medical school right now. It's....pretty amazing really that I manage to go to work every day and not jump the next obnoxious looking med student I see walking down the halls. And by 'jump' I mean grab the nearest object and begin stabbing the crap out of someone while screeching incoherently about GPA and MCAT scores and how they aren't good indicators of how good a physician you'll be. I'm pretty weak though, truth to be told, so I now doubt have the crap kicked out of me. And I'd probably get fired. And then what would I do with my time? It would be scary. Ooh, maybe I could create a time machine so I could go back in time and beat up myself from the past.
"Oh, hello, why aren't you studying?!?!?! You are ruining your life you idiot!!!"

At any rate, I'm somewhat hopeful (but still full of plenty of despair dai maou sama) that since the list was just started that I'll have a good chance of getting off it. My admin counselor person told me today that once they sort out who is going to go to the GSP (bleh, not me) they will create a ranked waitlist. *crosses fingers* Here is hoping that happens soon and that I'm on or near the top.
おねがい、おねがい、おねがい！
Ah, I suppose that now would be a good time to mention that there will be a significant amount of Nihongo (Japanese for you non-asian aware people) in this blog because I often times think, talk and curse in Nihongo. Don't worry though, if it's something particularly interesting I'll probably type it out in both languages. Not that anyone cares at this point since no one is reading this but me at the moment! Yay, online journal. だっさい～